| It's like being bound to a leash that you just can't take off. That no matter how hard you try to think that it's already not there, it stays there tied around your neck, suffocating you to non-existence. The only thing that you can do - I can do - is be scared, and count the days 'til the death note hase been signed with your name.
I still wonder how long I'm gonna last that I sometimes wish that I just drop dead any second now. Forget the fact that school's already out 'cause the work just keeps on coming one after the other, that I sometimes forget the fact that I am still a student and not a full-time corporate official. The output's definitely rewarding but the life expectancy that I get seems to be getting shorter hahaha. I'm tired, definitely tired, but despite all that I still want to hold on to things... Stupid me for making my life this rewarding. Wonderful things come with a hefty price, after all.
I just don't like to see the things I gave my life to, broken. But then again that's the price that you pay for being stupid in the first place.
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